Tuesday, July 28, 2009

The colour will want in

The putrid wood cracked and snared beneath my feet
Like a beast's blood pumping through veins, or through the city's abandoned streets
The people around me are dull and disfigured
their bodies tearing away from the creatures already infesting their cells
we are on a train
are bloated bellies and weightless pockets couldn't fit inside,
nor could are minds and will scrape money from the under belly of society to allow passage into the interior of the train
the man across from me had money,
he dealt it, like cards
investing in lies and men with greed and money
Now he is here
reaping in his achievements
sitting in his own urine
This isn't his life
and neither is it mine
I had success
though I was a nobody I had people and my own deceiving conscious telling me I was somebody
it didn't matter that I could never be a legend
I had Money, a House ,Friends, and Power
Then I took a trip
with no passengers and no conductors
with no contacts or friends
I was alone even my filthy conscious had left me
Left ME and my rotting mind 

Wednesday, July 22, 2009


This is the covor for a book that I made...for myself
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Wizards and Shamans


Hello, I haven't posted anything in a while which makes me feel like a piece of poo. HELLO! I've wasted my whole summer and I haven't even made the effort to waste it blogging! Well today I decided to do a little research on who MY PEOPLE (meaning finnish people) are. It seems like they were very into shamanism...cool...and there were lots of shamans in Finland..also cool. Also..to tie in with the shamanism...the Norse people thought that Finnish people were WIZARDS!! HEYHEYHEY! Anyways, thats all very cool, I always felt I had a little shaman/wizard in me.
I believe these are two Finnish shamans fighting, from the Kalevala

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Mi Familia!


Here is a collage of the many faces of my grandma, click on it to get the full experience
(Abuela te amo)